Is it true that I drain people
when loving them?
Would not state
the opposite if I knew for sure...


I am not surprised you know,
for the first time
I do not have the same doubt
about things I cannot explain or describe.


Paranoia is gone,
but weird shapes grow in me
 I can sense it in my body
not feeling alright;


My point was
my hunger
happens to be
natural
urge
to whom I clearly
give the permission
to manipulate freely 
with my bones




with my
my
me
why
is
the




when
there is only me
and yet I fell in love
with the whole world
because
I
feel
too 
much

VOMIT! VOMIT! VOMIT! VOMIT! VOMIT!