could not have you under my palms

could not touch you anymore, as I used to

could not raise erections

could not make distractions

but you are hiding from the seduction

you are hiding from me

hide forever, which is almost here...

I still feel you inside me, from time to time

remember when you smiled because of me?

when down on your knees, said you love me?

I was nothing you know!!

Just a winged body with acrylic paint on its face...

I flew around your room endlessly, 

fulfilled it with aliveness before it got dark.

I adored you...sometimes I still do

my holy is my poetry to whom I trust and confess.

and my hands which used to touch your body....

now you run... forests and airplanes catch your eyes.