I grew apart 

I failed few times

I conquered, become alive

I became brave

killed couple of men

Do not leave me

nevermore, I said

otherwise in blood

one shall pay

who could not take me for granted

have lost it all

I still die from time to time

I still sink

I refuse to go

do not go out with the stars

I swam between my thoughts

I cannot handle them sometimes

but I am strong now

do not weep over

things that did not

deserve my aura around.